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Wednesday 9th July 2008 | 10:24 pm
mood: anxiousanxious

So it's been over a year since posting in this thing, and the very last thing I posted wasn't even really anything substantial. Not to mention I haven't really been on GTalk, Y!M etc... And I guess I don't really have any excuses, not really good ones anyway. It's... well, stupid really, but a really bad habit of mine is that whenever I think my life isn't really going the way I want it to or that sort of thing. I try to put on the happy face, I bottle it up... and with the internet I just try and hide away and not do any of the things I used to do. And in the end, I know I'm worse off for it, because to an extent I alienate all of you guys who have been nothing but awesome to me and I want to try and reconnect, but sometimes it just doesn't feel the same, as if you're strangers all over again. I guess the thing that I'm trying to say is that I want to try and be the friend I once was, but I'll understand if that doesn't happen.

ps: This isn't me looking for sympathy or what have you. It's just me trying to sort of get this stuff out of my head and onto ...well the metaphorical paper. Besides, I've never been really good at explaing.

pps: I'd finally gotten a new job in early February. Now a checkout chick at my local Coles. And I'm rather happy there, even though I'm only a casual still. Everyone's really nice and friendly there, rather supportive too. And it's definitely a much happier work situation, more than stupid Hungry Jack's ever was.

ppps: the end.

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Through time.... and space!

from: kayling
date: Wednesday 9th July 2008 07:17 pm (UTC)
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Omg how are you??? Honestly, not even that long ago (maybe a month tops) I went through my friends-list on my profile, saw your name, and thought about you. I was like, "wow I have talked to celebren in forever!! I wonder when the last time was??" Glad you are fine and doing alright! Feel free to read my most recent posts on here as they depict my current living/studying situation á Paris!

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twist of silver

from: celebren
date: Wednesday 9th July 2008 08:28 pm (UTC)
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I'm good, doing well enough.

And wow, Paris? Congratulations on that. It's a bit late, so I'll read your posts properly later, but from what I skimmed over sounds like you're having fun over there.

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Jackity Splat

from: gauntletarmour
date: Wednesday 9th July 2008 11:46 pm (UTC)
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I missed you! <3

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twist of silver

from: celebren
date: Thursday 10th July 2008 01:29 am (UTC)
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Have missed you too <3

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Jaya

from: jayabear
date: Thursday 10th July 2008 12:53 pm (UTC)
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cele, seriously, you are still awesome, I am still awesome, and if you still want to talk over IM, I should probably say that I should remember to turn it on more often. (We are still friends. We haven't talked in a while, but that doesn't change anything. I have friends who live up here as well and I haven't seen them in nearly as long). :D Sorry! I had wondered where you were though.

Congratulations on your job. <3

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twist of silver

from: celebren
date: Thursday 10th July 2008 02:19 pm (UTC)
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*sniffles and then biiiig hugs* And yes, you are still awesome! That was always my problem too, I'd have either MSN or GTalk, but was always forgetting that I always talked to you on Y!M.

Thank you.

and for old times sake... ~:> bok bok (...o.o i still remember how to do it...)

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Nico Coer

from: nicocoer
date: Tuesday 15th July 2008 11:35 pm (UTC)
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*snugs* hope things get to be looking up!

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